For some reason I am in a strange ache right now. There are new babies in lot of wombs, nursing babies, baby animals around me right. I haven't had that "ache" in a while. Both of my sisters are in the stage where they have or will have newborns.When i was pregnant with my kiddos I so badly wished I could have my children close to my two sisters kid. How did all this time go by and now I'm a little pouty about the whole thing. I am so excited for both of them , but still a little sad that i am not closer to them, mother to mother. I feel more and more like the WAY OLDER sister that will have teenagers before there kids are potty trained. I so have the baby aches.. weird I know and for some reason it has been hard on me to see the age of 35 go by so fast and 36 be here in a few months. It is the age of no more babies. I need to learn to give my loves and aches away and love the new little nephews I have and hope for a niece or two! I found some lost picture of Adam and Arika the day Ibrought home Adam on Easter of 2005...i so love the labor and delivery of babies...miracle at its finest. I'm saying a little prayer for myself that i find a place for this ache. Love Lisa
I just saw the picture of Bella Pearl! Then 'Ray' and 'Adam and Arika'. I'm reading this thinking, 'dejavu' - I've heard all these before, but I read a ton of blogs, so....I knew you looked familiar, Lisa! I didn't know you had a blog. Sorry! Now, about the winter park comment - I know where you live. And you know where I live :o)
ReplyDeleteHave a good day, my friend.
You are right, "miracle at it's finest."